Mirror

They’re not so much precious,
these last days, as they are
fleeting.

You’re eating a pizza,
or learning to drive a car,
choosing what to make of a
future,

Or preoccupied with worry
about the news:

a revolution somewhere you never heard of,
a dead president, a moon landing,
a war that smoldered by,
then blew into a wildfire,
the irony of wearing fatigues
to a peace march you drove to.

Of happiness beyond imagining
or of misery just as deep,

of companions long gone,
of those who stayed for life
and died.

You might be thinking
about a career you found yourself in
years later, of making do,
of trying vainly to retrace
a path you thought you never took.

Suddenly you remember cleaning out your desk, filling boxes
with tools and dreams alike.

It’s Monday and you don’t feel well,
and you happen to catch a reflection
in the mirror, someone you thought you knew.

In heaven there is no laundry

In heaven there is no laundry
–said the old priest —
no dishes to wash
no vacuuming
no gassing up the car
or washing it.

You will never have to
find your glasses or blow your nose.

There is no sex
no diddling or caressing
no poker
no beer or brats to burn.

There will be daily choir practice
to drown out the constant
droning preachers.

Now and then
you may catch a glimpse of God
scurrying about
creating universes
and destroying them.

There will be weekend excursions
to Hell
for a quick getaway.

Ghosts

They come for you in the small hours,
in the cracks of consciousness
too thin for even grief
to get a foothold.

It suits them fine,
this arrangement of equals,
nothing to add or subtract
from either side.

There is no magic,
no grand unfolding of design,
just idle chit-chat,
the merits of trivial decisions,

whether this or that thing
has this or that meaning,
whether or not you’re asleep,
and which of you is dead.

A winter quartet

I

Daybreak
Orion long since fled,
The new moon cradles the old,
With Venus, that old voyeuse,
Standing watch,
All the sky ablush

II

Temperatures drop slowly
From the unblue, steel-gray sky,
The promise of snow revoked
In response to some
Imagined slight.
Across the low-slung day,
Footprints.

III

Finally, snow,
Fierce and bitter
No longer willing or able
To hold its rage against
The lingering autumn,
At the tress clinging absurdly
To their dead.

IV

A Sahara of snow,
Windblown and duney,
Bereft only of camels,
Piled like so much longing,
Like so many
Cancelled appointments.

Let it go

All the suffering
The joy
The pain
The ecstasy
The misery
The loneliness
The exhilarating feeling

That you need someone
That you need no one

Let it go
Release it
Fling it away
Drop it on the doorstep
Forget you’ve ever
Forgotten it

Think of nothing
Think of everything

Let it go
All the injustice
The vindication
The brutality
The losing
The winning
The flattery
The comeuppance

Let it go
Even in the end
The letting go